I'm gonna edit this when I have a new update. :)
Baby #2 -- (I didn't do this with dylan so I'm doing it now)
Late October; Last period. Not sure what date though :/
November 17th; Called mom and she asked me if I was pregnant. She told me I was pregnant when I was pregnant with Dyl so I began to think.
November 19th; Tested, negative.
December 1st-4th; Puked everything I ate, besides fruit. Began 'feeling' pregnant with bloat and the whole mind state of it. Decided if I was pregnant I was going to abort.
December 12th; Tested with Dollar store tests. Positive. Told mom, husband and BFF. Cried all night.
December 13th; This day was quite an amazing day. I had fallen asleep for a few hours and woke up to Dylan cuddling my tummy. As I was going to call the abortion clinic, my mother texted me; "I've had an abortion and it's not easy, it affects you forever and you constantly live with what ifs. But unlike I did you have a mother that's gonna support you. I'm willing to help as much as I can, I cant do much, but maybe you can work nights and I can watch them? Or even if you want I'll adopt this one till it's older, I dont care, it's your decision, just know I'm here for you 100% and no matter what you choose, it's not easy. Miracles are often disguised as something not so great because if you're willing to see past the imperfections, you deserve it." I decided with my moms support, I was going to keep it.
December 14th; Tested again, another positive. David was still in denial so we went and bought more pregnancy tests. Took about 5 test that night, all positive.
December 15th; Tested another 5 and still all positive. Hoping to be able to go to hospital tmrw to verify pregnancy with them and find out how far along I am, or at least set up an appt.
December 17th; Went to hospital to verify pregnancy, it's verified. Ultrasound to set a DD is scheduled for Jan 5th.
December 20th; It may finally be subconsciously hitting David. I crawled into bed with Dyl and David and noticed David inching his was towards waking Dylan up. So I said 'David be careful, bubbah is right there' and he put his arm around Dyl and landed his hand on my tummy and said 'don't worry, I got all three of you guys'.
December 26th; So today I got called a bad mother for calling my baby and 'it'. So I've decided to call it an embryo until it's a fetus, then call it a fetus. I honestly cant wait for the looks I'm gonna get. But honestly, does it really matter what I call my embryo while it's in the womb?
January 11th, 2011; Ok so today I had an ultrasound to try to get a due date for me.
All I remember is my last period being late October which *would* make me 9-12 weeks pregnant.
Well I went to my appt and the first doctor couldn't find anything. So she called in a second doctor who suspected that there was the sac.
So they just drew the conclusion that I'm not as far as we think I am and what not.
They send me to get a blood test and my HCG came out to 18688.0 which would but me in 4-5 weeks pregnant. Which is impossible because I tested 4 and a half weeks ago. I took 15 tests as well, all different brands and one from the hospital, so I doubt they were false.
Well my doctor figured that at 4-5 weeks they should be able to see something with the more advanced ultrasound equipment so they sent me down to radiology to get another ultrasound.
The lady found a sac, but that is it. No baby in there.
I'm totally confused. My doctor said it could be that it could be a blighted ovum (anembyotic pregnancy) or an early pregnancy loss.
The thing is, I've had absolutely no bleeding. I've had very very very severe cramping, but no bleeding.
I'm so confused And I'm pretty sad about it as well, I was getting excited and naming a non existent fetus :/
And not to mention I've been puking everyday for over a month now to find out that there's nothing.
I go back in on friday to see if my HCG levels have dropped at all.
